I’m laying on three chairs right now in a hospital next to my 89 year old grandmother. My mom is asleep on the fold out chair. This is our 3 straight day here. She’s not got much longer and it’s just a matter of time. Waiting is what we are doing. Always waiting. This is the 3 close loved one that ive had to watch die. First my father 4 years ago. Then my grandma who was liked second mother last noverber and now my other grandma. Her and my grandpa have been married 63 years. How do you watch your soul mate die? It’s time like these where I wonder is there a god? I don’t believe in god but when times get tough I wish I did so I could have comfort in knowing my loved ones are going somewhere far better than here.